Urgh

Ok, so when I was about 17, my Mum bought me a hardback book, so I could write my poetry in it. And the, she can steal it off me when it's full, and do whatever she wants with. I cannot find this book anywhere! So annoyed. I know some of my friends and family read this blog, so as soon as I find it, I'll put the rest up. I should really start writing poetry again, I will, I need to have a long think and cook up some rhymes :P. I'll get onto asap :)

Also, anyone who knows me I have been claiming Income Support for the past year and a half, anyone who claims money from the gorvernment for being sick for any reason knows that you have to go for a medical every 6 or so months. I went for one last month. I failed, so now I have to look for a job. Yes it's part of life and because I haven't worked for 2 years I am pretty much shitting myself. I have like no confidence when it comes to the 'real' world, rejection is my main problem. No idea why, so hopefully things will go ok, and I'll get a job soon.

:S

ALSO! Hating men at the moment, I give up with love and riendship. Some people are just idiots :(

Love Me For Me

Love me for who I am
Not for what I can or cannot be
Love me for what's inside
Not from what you see
I'm scared, I'm clever, i'm emotional too
I don't always think things through
I'm wild, I'm crazy, in my own little mind
My hearts holds my secrets
The key I must find
To show what kind of person I really am
Give me the love that I need
Be kind and be nice
And the real me you shall see

Louise Daly
1/1/05

Poem #1

I know I come across as needy at least once or twice a week

But I think so much of you my friend that it’s your approval I do so seek

I’ve never had a friend like you, ever in my life

So when you’re not around with me

It cuts me hard, as hard as a knife

I Thank-You for everything you’ve done for me

With every part of my soul

But please don’t be freaked out when I say

“You help my day feel whole”

So what I’m trying to say is please don’t ever go away from me

‘Cause you make me feel special everyday, with a simple hug, interactively

Louise Daly 11/01/2009